I'll jump for you.... (go back »)

Growl. Does anyone else hate when you do your best and god damned hardest to keep someone you love so much happy and keep them form wanted to hurt themself? okay so thats the deal with me and my bestfriends. i help them out so much and tell them if they go- i go, and i know they dont want that. One tried to OD and i caught her in time before she took them, the other just keeps repeating she wants to kill herself and stuff, and the next thing i know, THE THANKS I GET FOR HELPING THEM is a one of them going around talking shit about me and telling people IM A SLUT when really SHES THE ONE WHO DANGLES ALL OVER GUYS AND IS AN ATTENTION WHORE! We all knew it, but held our tongues and it pisses me off she would do this after i try helping her. AND THEN SHE HAS THE NERVE to go around saying that i was shoving her around when SHE STARTED IT AND I ENDED IT DOING IT HARDER THEN SHE DID! OH AND GET THIS! Her family thinks im a crack head because her and her brother told them that my cousin who used to live with me was... WTF! She is ready to get her ass beat.
I told her if she ever needed me i got her back.
i told her that Dont Jump was both our song because i was a depressent about 2 years ago and such, and when we felt down wed sing it!
and always when we got to ' ill jump for you' we'd entwined our pinkys together as a promise, shes been my fucking friend for 9 years and she pays me back like this.

our friend ship is dead.
and no one can bring us back together,
no matter how many people tried.
its over.